Thursday, March 05, 2009
{ 8:21 PM }
Don't get the blame game going.
The responsibility ought to be shared.
Don't start tossing it around.
I'm not denying myself of the chance of shouldering any of the responsibility.
But take a step back and have a wider look of the horizon.
Are the things we are doing now seem to be of help?
Pardon me for being so direct.
It's part of me and I think that it isn't such a bad thing afterall.
Just that I can't muster the courage to speak up in front of you.
Contradicting, I know.
Call me a coward if you must, but it's true.
If you didn't mean so much to me, I would've treated you just like anyone else and told you off without any qualms at all.
I don't know whether you can stand in my position and look at things, but try, would you?
I'm trying. And we all know that how hard we are trying cannot be measured.
I know, for one, that we all may have different stands. But isn't that what brought us together? The difference was what made us being together actually fun.
I see my flaws alright? Can you try to look at yours as well? I know I have no right to critic. But as contradicting as it may seem, we all do have our wrongs and that's what makes us human, isn't it? When it comes to situations like that, we naturally let our feelings clout our judgement. Then again, can't we just take a more objective view rather than a biased one? And I hope that besides focusing on the bad, you take a look at the good as well, although not neglecting the bad side. Rather, help me in the process of changing my bad-to good. And then we can start helping each other.
I've said my piece.
I know that even though it may be through a way that is so craven, I hope you see my point.
What I have said may not make you the most happy person on earth, but at least I said it. For that, I won't regret.
We all have to calm down, I guess.
