Monday, April 14, 2008
{ 9:30 PM }
START STUDYING YOU IDIOT.
mid years are in, what? a weeks time?
and you've got 8 subjects to revise/study!!!
aww man, the pressure is ongoing.
the competitiveness in my class doesn't exactly make it the best environment for studying. but it seems better than 3e2 -.-
all teachers compare 3e1 with 3e2.
PLEASE, they're a PURE LIT/TRIPLE SCIENCE CLASS.
we need a measurable yardstick okay, not one that is THAT vastly different from what WE'RE actually doing. hello, pure geog and pure lit are practically worlds apart.
i know i'm complaining and i can obviously do something better for the sake of myself and my studies and whatever. but i can't help but feel that the world's pace is just too quick for me now. i can barely stop to catch a breath. if i actually do so, it'll just be a chance for me to start lagging behind when everyone else is trying to fight for that top spot up there it seems too hard for any of us to slow down, if not, we'll just be the ones at the losing end.
BUT ITS OKAY, I WON'T GIVE UP SO EASILY, IT ISN'T ME.
my stubborn streak does help at times, i guess :D
yes, i know i may break down at times, shed those stupid tears for something not worthy and show that weaker side of me, but i know that i'm not THAT weak afterall.
i'm sure God will give me the strength to press on and persevere through all this, though!
i know everyone else is facing the same amount of pressure, so i don't see why i should give up halfway now.
dont give up, dont give up, dont give up.
OKAY, STUDY STUDY STUDY, PLEASE?!
